Love, a word that has a world hidden in it. Although its meaning is different for everyone, depending on how deep you let yourself go into it. Sometimes it’s all good and you get your happy ending but most of the times, you don’t. Sometimes you don’t even know you are “in-love” till it’s gone… Sometimes you have hard time letting go of feelings you didn’t even know were there, but now every song you listen to is full of it, everything you see reminds you of something and you can’t help thinking what if… Every “YOU” in a love song reminds you of someone, and it makes you crazy that you can’t stop thinking about it. You make yourself busy all the time and find yourself doing stuff you never thought you would just so that the pain wont bother you as much. You clean your room, putting everything in order as if it somehow will do the same to your life and find an old diary of yours that you once written and find yourself crying in the corner of your room again ’cause even though you knew it wasn’t a good idea, you read it and it melted away all the ice you have been putting up to make a wall between you and your feelings. And you’re back where you started, crying your eyes out for something that isn’t there. So, after spending the day locked in your room, again, you finally try to get yourself together and be strong, telling yourself you’ll get through this. So, you pick up all the pieces and start building that wall again, ’cause the only solution you got to not to feel the pain, is to not feel anything at all, or so you think.
